Repost: ive asked this like 3 times? please answer?

judging by your question it is clear you want attention cause if you didnt you wouldnt worry abut any one, you would just commit suicide an get it over. the fact that you worry about your mom says you have some problems that need to be addressed. because deep down inside you know that once you tell someone about your note then they will stop u which is really what u want. i hope u get the help u need as suicide does not accomplish anything. god just sends you back here to finish the lessons you started,